I’m so much more afraid of being vulnerable than i previously thought. Like, I knew it wasn’t my favorite thing on earth but now I realize that that’s because I’m afraid of it.
I have a huge fear of being hurt that obviously goes hand and hand with the vulnerability thing. Which is an unfortunate problem to have because you can’t live life for real painlessly. That’s not realistic or good.
I don’t really know where these things came from, and I guess I don’t really think of myself as someone who’s afraid of these things, but it’s funny the way fears can be brought to your attention so quickly.
Also, this isn’t so much of a realization as an unrelated Ingrid-appreciation note:
ALSO SHE DOES MUSIC WITH PS 22 IT MADE ME DIE A LITTLE WHILE TRYING TO STUDY.